Monday, January 14, 2013

I'm a slow starter

 Today is already 9 count 'em NINE days into the new Year, and I'm just ready to maybe, get started!

.... well that was 5 days ago!  

and well, I'm starting again!!!  Maybe I don't know how to start or what to say ... I know me speechless, it's comical!?!?!  but I kinda am.  Besides the fact that I am speechless, maybe more fearful to write again I am writing to Amric and so that depletes my writing brain!  Ya know with the whole Personal Journal, facebook, factime, imessaging, texting, blogging, note taking from church stuff, and letter writing ... and again I'm speechless, afraid to write - why?  I don't know why?  I am sad.  I allowed myself a week to mourn.  Time is up - It's time to pick myself up and get back to things!  I've had some inspiration they are in my draft box!  The only answer I can come up with is... I'm a slow starter!!!  And scared to death of Failure.

Guess I need to dive in!

1 comment:

Marissa said...

WRITE! WRITE! WRITE! Weeks go by like days but days go by like weeks when it comes to missionaries. It will go by faster than you think!