Reposted and Updated Mar 6, 2017
Emmaline B Wells
I'm so excited ... I got my book in the mail!!!
this is a great read for me so far. I'm a very slow reader. She is inspiring. She never stops, she is industrious, and sees the needs of others. One thing I found inspiring for me was, at age 51 she had a defining moment that sent her off in a direction of hope, work and the cause of the rights of women every where. Her interest in people motivated her to cross boundaries of all sorts when making friends and building alliances. She experienced much sorrow but did not wallow in it or express it in public. She was very self reliant. Her ambitions were high and her purposes lofty. (She had purpose, even her last 4 decades - she lived to 92)! She wore a blue neck scarf and a pocket watch on a chain around her neck. (As an inspiration to be more like her character traits I've been shopping for these items!!!) Her consistent message in both her writings and her speeches was to live up to your potential, embrace the opportunities for development offered, shun traditional but artificial dependencies, that lock women into perpetual childhood (which is how I feel actually as a wife sometimes like another child). She always urged women to seek the qualities of "real womanhood: an active mind, common sense, knowledge for themselves, respect for individuality and a desire to enlarge their own experience. I want to be like Emmeline!The following are Notes to myself along with Action Items
Today's February 1
I already knew I was a list person I know I think it more so .
At the beginning of the month I make my agenda, my table of contents, my list for #MyHappinessProject lining out the things that I need to do.
I've noticed as I've done this that at the month I go back and see how I feel about each item and write out what I did and what I didn't do with the exception of a few notes throughout the month here and there.
So this month I am going to apply myself a little differently and make paperless yes I am that person I am a list person and I need the daily list not just the monthly list the daily list! This month I also learned I think I already knew I am a control person I like to control things I've lost control of so many things in my life that I let it get me down knowing that about myself the only thing I can change is me the only list I can control is my own so if it makes me happy to control things I need a daily list!!!
Joy
joy joi/noun.
a feeling of great pleasure and happiness."tears of joy"
a feeling of great pleasure and happiness."tears of joy"
- synonyms: delight, great pleasure, joyfulness, jubilation, triumph, exultation, rejoicing, happiness, gladness, glee, exhilaration, exuberance, elation, euphoria, bliss, ecstasy, rapture
Work.Work
The life changing magic of tidying up I choose to call this months resolution Joy because of the book titled the life-changing magic of tidying up, as I read it a few months ago it stated that as I sort and organize to in fact "tidy up" I will feel joy at the thought of keeping something and if I don't it will be dismissed from my life!!! Or anyway that is how I remembered reading it, so this month is the month of Joy and I feel alot of sorting and organizing ahead, now to prepare myself for the dismissing!!!
Work. Eliminate. Restore. Books. Clothes. Dishes.
remind myself part of my joy and search for happiness is to identify; "Feeling Good Feeling Right in an Atmosphere of Growth." GR
I very much like the idea of clearing out all my clutter and I'm usually ALL in or not in at all so for this reason I have found some of the things in this book harder to do I really love the additional comment of Gretchinrubin in this blog post http://gretchenrubin.com/happiness_project/2016/05/disagree-marie-kondo-life-changing-magic-tidying/#disqus_thread "KNOW YOURSELF!" thank you Gretchin!!!
GlimpsesGlimpses into the life and heart of Marjorie pay Hinckley
Questions to ask myself this month...Be myself. I am Kelly. find out who I am then separate who I want to be or who I wish I was from who I am! when are my goals not a natural extension of myself? What do I want to do and like to do and think is important to push myself to do versus what I just don't like to do? What is an atmosphere of growth FOR ME?
Repent
Repent
2-1-17 This is my sub focus for the month of February and it's amazing on cue this morning I literally fell physically and I guess spiritually repentant and my knees asking for help! I believe that I am learning really learning after having heard for so many years "you have to think it before you do it" because the thought is out there, it's stirring around in my head all these #Myhappinessproject resolutions! last month was a testimony to civility and I am carrying it forward and I could tell you what I have done every month, so it's in there and something about me is changing. I am curious to see what and how it plays out and if I can actually be resolute!
The spiritual side
- How do you receive revelation - 1. light is just turned on and you just know. (to me that would be an AHA moment!!!)2. It is like a gradual sunrise. (to me that says slow and steady light) 3. Foggy and just a little lifting our of a darkness you've been in. Check out this video - it's 3 min!! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=slTa15a3mp0
- When I was visiting my babygrands this month I had this revelation. We went to McDonalds for a meal - for 4 kids meals!!! the prizes inside were distributed 2 of each, I'm sure the kid thought that was only fair! Well one of the girls DID NOT want the prize she was given. She went kinda CraZy about it. I went and ask for the prize to be exchanged. On our way home after much playing on the inhouse playground and eating all of their suppers the prizes were in hands! The Mask vs the cup was given to the one who was not pleased with her cup. Again NOT HAPPY and wanted to throw it take it back give it up. Only one of the girls could even put the stupid mask together and then it was Lame, I admit it! Seemed the only one really ok with this eve was the one with the cup! Well as you see it's not a tale we haven't heard before or experienced before with our own children. The thing that was different for me, was the Aha moment the thought, the wonderment, the self reflection - Do I do that? Am I blessed with prizes, gifts, rewards, talents and then exchange them, have a tantrum about them, refuse them and or throw them out? This month Repentance is my objective along with Joy I am going to work on this. Seek out my blessings, gifts talents, treat them like prizes and use them vs rejecting and fearing them as is my character standard.
- I'm asking myself what should I pray for. I'm asking that in my prayers everyday now. I feel like the thugs are happening underneath me and I am not sure where I'll fall. Saying that I'd like to Land and not fall! So I need to know what to pray for! One specific day in deep solace I found myself praying to not hate myself, to forgive me for hating myself from within for so long now. I pray for children and my childrens children, My nephews and nieces, people I know that are sick and for my friends that I really want to find and feel happiness. I pray for Heavenly Father to not give us this or that just because we keep asking!!! I think and RIchard will tell you that as kids we got things from our parents because we just kept asking, I don't want that anymore, I want to be smarter than that to not be selfish and greedy!!
- #DEEP THOUGHT! Another eye opener was in a Sunday School class the teacher ask the question Do you remember when you were given the priesthood or do any of you parents remember when your boys were given the priesthood and can or would share that spiritual experience with us today? No one had any comments in a chapel filled with (kinda) with people. it made me think and wonder about my boys and Richard and ask myself what in the world do I journal about?
- Yes this #HappinessProject stays in my head now 24/7 #DEEPTHOUGHT 2; when I am confused about life and choices I need to keep the "whole Plan in mind", I really liked this thought when I heard it. asking myself when I mess up how do I act in that moment? who or where do I turn in THAT moment? Do I panic? Do I access shame? Guilt? Anger? One time in my life that I did keep the whole Plan in mind is about marriage! I can testify that that keeps us together, working, in love and moving forward hopefully in and toward the light, sometimes it can be dark and hard and in the moment, in that darkness things get lost and people are hurt so I am SUPER GRATEFUL for the image and my tiny hope, understanding and knowledge of the Whole Plan! https://www.lds.org/general-conference/2016/10/rise-up-in-strength-sisters-in-zion?lang=eng https://www.lds.org/general-conference/2016/10/the-great-plan-of-redemption?lang=eng
Habits
http://gretchenrubin.com/happiness_project/2015/01/ta-da-the-launch-of-my-quiz-on-the-four-tendencies-learn-about-yourself/ People go take the quiz - it's fun!
Notes to self from #the4tendencies to look back on and study
#1 how do I respond to expectations?
Upholders
Questioners
Obligers
Rebels
The theme of the 3 goddesses
The fateful tendencies we bring into the world
Colors the way we see the world
Questioners hate to wait in line
Respond to an expectation only if it makes since? Inner expectations questioners resist rules for rules sake come to own conclusion uphold or rebel
Need sound reasons.
Upholders reliable deal with real
Obligers motivated external demands and deadlines make terrific colleagues and friend difficult to self motivate depend on external deadlines external accountability self sacrifice is often need for accountability
Need to be a role model do for the sake of others key
Need external accountability.
Rebels own goals in own way high value on authenticity rebels frustrate others if you give an assignment creates a stop mechanism rebels need boundaries rebels resist habits
We manage what we monitor
If we want something to matter we have to figure out a way to monitor it
Look for an Up Band
"Don't let the perfect be the enemy of the good"
"Monitoring whatever is important to me insures that my life reflects my values"
Foundation 4
1.Sleep
2.move - Start. Consider morning person or night person. Lark or owl?
*chapter29=3.eat and drink right
4.unclutter outer order contributes to inner calm
"Begin by addressing big obvious habits"
"Act the way we want to feel"
"The way to loose weight is eating habits"
Essential 7? #4restrelaxrestore
Civility applied from January
Read chapter 3 making a case for morality
Read Apologue the loneliness of moral leadership
Family history from December
Me and him 4 years a month - GO!
I did this. It's really an action item that I must DO everyday a little bit - it's a massive project.
From November Be Healthy
Body in motion I started walking. I traveled alot this month but I started walking and am keeping a daily record.
What I eat I ate terrible with all of the tracking prbly weighing in at the most ever. MARCH AND APRIL Mindful and not procrastinate will pick this topic up 100% Plus I have a contest of sorts now in play for family pictures in July - Ready Set GO!
Quotes I like this month
"I can only change myself and my behavior"
When I change, the atmosphere around me changes."
President Eyring said the atonement is not a thing, it is a something that Jesus DID for us to be able to repent. a good reminder for me. He also explained how to share the gospel and your testimony with others to do it boldly with love without judgement with this attitude; "It's not that you are better than they are, it's that you want them to be better than they are." I like that, I like that alot!!!! Aren't we all sinners and so aren't we just here to be there for each other?
"We manage what we monitor" this is why I need to track what I eat, weigh and write!!!
President Eyring said the atonement is not a thing, it is a something that Jesus DID for us to be able to repent. a good reminder for me. He also explained how to share the gospel and your testimony with others to do it boldly with love without judgement with this attitude; "It's not that you are better than they are, it's that you want them to be better than they are." I like that, I like that alot!!!! Aren't we all sinners and so aren't we just here to be there for each other?
"We manage what we monitor" this is why I need to track what I eat, weigh and write!!!
Dreams to document
I was in like a High school parking lot - lots of parked cars.
To see a parked car in your dream suggests that you need to turn your efforts and energies elsewhere. You may be needlessly spending your energy in a fruitless endeavor.a parked car may symbolize your need to stop and enjoy life. To dream that no one is driving a moving car suggests that you need to reassess your level of control over your life. You are unwilling to take responsibilities for your actions.
My parked car started up on its own I was in the back seat I was too fat to get over the seat to brake quickly so it kept moving.-
Brakes
To dream that your brakes fail or that you can't reach the brakes forewarns that you lack stability in your life. Now is not the time to take risks. Your life is out of control and you need to make some significant changes. It may also not a bad idea to check out the brakes in your car, as you mind might have picked up subtle cues and is manifesting the problem in your dream.
Storm
To see a storm in your dream signifies some overwhelming struggle, shock, loss or catastrophe in your waking life. The storm also represents unexpressed fears or emotions, such as anger, rage, turmoil, etc. On a more positive note, the storm symbolizes your rising spirituality. It may signal rapid changes ahead for you.
To dream that you take cover in a storm foretells that whatever disturbance or problems is occurring in your life will quickly blow over. Consider also the phrase "weather the storm", which refers to your ability and strength to withstand whatever comes.
I saw someone and I knew her by name 3rd grade teacher maybe?!?!! She didn't know me but she told me something like a warning
Teacher
To see your teacher (past or present) in your dream suggests that you are seeking some advice, guidance, or knowledge. You are heading into a new path in life and are ready to learn by example or from a past experience. Consider your own personal experiences with that particular teacher. What subject was taught? Alternatively, a teacher relates to issues with authority and seeking approval. You may be going through a situation in your waking life where you feel that you are being treated like a student or in which you feel you are being put to a test. Also pay attention to the demeanor and attitude of the teacher in your dream. If the teacher in your dream is mean, then it implies that you may be putting too much pressure on yourself to succeed.
Follow everyone car to house once inside I realize it's strawberryhill house but it wasn't! There was a few horses meandering I assumed to keep out of the storm I found myself wondering around in the house "hinting" to everyone that I used to live in this house.
Spill
To dream that you spill something represents your carelessness and inconsideration of someone's feelings. You are not paying enough attention to those around you and as a result are offending and upsetting them. Alternatively, the dream may be a metaphor for something that you are dying to say, as in "spill it."
Medicine
To dream that you are taking medicine represents a period of emotional and/or spiritual healing. It also indicates that the troubles you are experiencing are only temporary. Things will work out in the long run.
I spilled my pills into a planter or something when I retrieved them I also had bark dirt rocks and a giant worm... the worm stuck out the most it was red and black and huge and wormy!
Earthworm
To see an earthworm in your dream indicates that you need to go deep into your subconscious in order to unearth your hidden feelings and desires. Alternatively, earthworms symbolize little things that can be beneficial for your growth and well-being. It also represents renewal. Perhaps you need to restore some aspect of yourself.
and another dream...
I also had a dream about moving. again in a high school parking lot. i was attempting to fit in to my new congregation at church and the youth invited me to a football game! I couldn't understand who would put maroon and blue together for school colors and the thought came to me that it was a comfort, a home feeling, an elma feeling- elma and monte merging!!! How crazy is that!! that would not happen!!! Anyway the colors gave me peace. I looked up school colors and came up with the Tempe Union School District!!!! Wow!!!
