Showing posts with label failure. Show all posts
Showing posts with label failure. Show all posts

Monday, January 14, 2013

I'm a slow starter

 Today is already 9 count 'em NINE days into the new Year, and I'm just ready to maybe, get started!

.... well that was 5 days ago!  

and well, I'm starting again!!!  Maybe I don't know how to start or what to say ... I know me speechless, it's comical!?!?!  but I kinda am.  Besides the fact that I am speechless, maybe more fearful to write again I am writing to Amric and so that depletes my writing brain!  Ya know with the whole Personal Journal, facebook, factime, imessaging, texting, blogging, note taking from church stuff, and letter writing ... and again I'm speechless, afraid to write - why?  I don't know why?  I am sad.  I allowed myself a week to mourn.  Time is up - It's time to pick myself up and get back to things!  I've had some inspiration they are in my draft box!  The only answer I can come up with is... I'm a slow starter!!!  And scared to death of Failure.

Guess I need to dive in!

Saturday, November 17, 2012

I am grateful for "K" - Kindness



 I am Grateful for "K"  Kindness


Kindness can't be still
like water it must be moveing
through trial and joy

Lie for me hide truth
Reality mistakes cover
Don't make me face it

Want to make them proud
mistakes, decisions, choices
A parent covers

Anxiety rules
Depression highs and lows
A spirit that can't be reached

Why do people lie
The darkness of betrayal
Please, Don't let me fall

Out of the dark
I alone harbor my fear
To let someone down

Work is my release
Atta girl is my reward
Heaven seems so far

Fear No trust at home
Enemy is at the door
Love thy enemy

Resist temptation
Does any of it matter
Where is my reward?

Worthy unworthy
Family, friends, addiction
Answer me, Free my soul

Like a stream I move
A river you are loud & bold
my choice is silence

Unconditional
Charity is the answer
Kindness over all.



ksmsthemom 2012