Too Walk or not to Walk?
to eat or not to eat?
to run or not to run?
to watch Tv or not to watch TV?
to Watch naughty or not to watch?
to read it or not to read it?
to clean the house or not to clean the house?
to wash the windows not or later?
to sweep, or dust or vacuum?
to do the dishes before the meal or after!
to make the kids go to bed at sundown or midnight?
to have sex or not to have sex?
to listen to Rock, rap, alternative, hymns or Country?
To count calories, carbs or fat grams?
To write or not to write?
To dance or not to Dance?
To go to church, watch football, or sleep?
To Drink or not to Drink?
To hit or let be hit?
I found that as a draft in my blog today! I feel exactly like this today! Jan 2016!!!
I am circling the two year drain in my indecisive, what do I do with my life nature of the now, the -- today! Thinking...what the heck?!
I think it's something about the new year.
I desire to...
I want to...
I long to...
and so many days later
if nobody else
desires too...
wants too...
or longs too...
(Am I the only one who thinks like this?) I find myself asking...
"What the Heck does it matter then?"
this train of thought though, I'm sure is why Donald Ressler had sex with Samar and why, well, why people give up and why people make choices that aren't good for them.
I want to make good choices!
I can make good choices!
I will make good choices for me!
FIND a Direction, A Focus, A Positive reference! writing snaps me out of it usually, like now! I'm grateful for my own weird little quirks they make me who I am and I'm grateful to be me!
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